When I miss you too much. Featured Shared Story I lost my wife on February 4th, 2021 to cancer after 4-and-a-half-year battle in remission. We have two children that at the time, were 11 and 1. I do not want a replacement mateI want my best friend and soul mate back here beside me. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. I tragically lost the love of my life to a massive heart attack. My husband died February 19, 2017. I don't feel strong. I truly know how it feels. He went home on March 17th I only thought I'd been thru it all NOT. He was gone so soon. Your words are exactly my feeling right now. It feels like yesterday. He took care of me when I needed things, he took care of me when I was ill, then it was my turn to do in return for him. I don't think I'll ever love anybody like I loved him!!! I don't think I'll ever get over this, but I do know that this too shall pass. I miss him every minute of every day and I know life will never ever be the same. My heart breaks for you. We fell in love at first sight. I'm so used to depending on him. People don't really understand the bond between a husband and wife. He was kind spoken. God called you home I moved to another city so I can try to change my thinking but it still haunts me. I'm just an empty shell without him. I am 33 years old and have buried two daughters (one in 2004 and one in 2007) and now a husband. It will take a long time before anything will come about. I thought I'd better get on a site that understands. Don't know how I am supposed to live without him. We had so many plans, so much to see and do. Jennifer. We were married 36 years. I prayed with so many others for him to stay with us. After 32 years, I cant seem to remember the good times, but only portions of the suffering he endured at the end. My condolences to you and your family. I, like you, miss hearing his voice. more by Kathy Murphy. Some days I don't want to go on. He told me to speak at our children's weddings on his behalf and discussed with the girls who he had organized to walk them down the aisle when the time comes. It could have been simply a hand on the knee in the car, holding hands in a movie, or holding each other in bed at night. I can't help but get emotional. I lost my wonderful wife, best friend, lover, and support system on August 9 to lung cancer that had gone to her brain. My diet . I lost my husband Gilbert sixteen months ago. Sadly that clock stopped at 38 (this year 2 years after would have been the first big one-the 40 and how much I was always looking forward to that number!). I lost my husband 15 days, 8 hours and 8 mins ago we just burying him yesterday. Paul died 6 weeks ago. He was the most loving compassionate man I had ever met. He had 2 stents put in the Wednesday before and said he felt great from Thursday to Saturday. I am a 60-year-old woman, and like you, living alone. It was a very aggressive cancer. I cry all the time. I have had pictures developed of him and hang them just so I can look at him. God bless and keep you both on this journey. Talk about a "double whammy!" I lost my husband on March 6 of 2015. As a single mom, I tell you and every widow out there to be strong and have faith. Thank you for the poem. He was too young to go so soon, it was never a supposed to be this way. Nothing mattered to me. Or all the riches that the East doth hold. Nancy. We went almost every place together. Today is his birthday. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself T Tamara Young Eulogy Quotes Motivational Quotes Inspirational Quotes We have a 33-year-old son and he is everything to me. We remember you always. I lost my husband on June 25th, 2018. Nothing will make it better. He had a very short battle. We were in shock. Then onto the 50th with an outside shot at 60 I always said before we got totally robbed. He was my best friend, lover and husband. My fears, remembering the night, reaching for him. Hello everyone, My name is Erika And I lost My Elliot, the love of my life on August 17th 2012 at 2:55 pm it was a Friday 4 days away from what would have been our 9th wedding anniversary. But even if you do not have children, you were left on this earth for a purpose - you have unique gifts that the rest of the world needs. The laughter has been silenced. Thoughts of us give me comfort looking back in retrospect. In March 2021 we had been told he has secondary stage 4 bone cancer which we were not told about the primary cancer. Terrie, I know how you feel when you want to be left alone so you can cry all you want. We met when I just turned 18 and were married for 35 years. I literally thought I must be dreaming. My birthday is today and I just feel so lonely without him. I miss you when your gone away. Nothing can prepare you for the heartache of losing someone you love. We were making new memories. He told me he was ready and he knew the way, that's when I told him it's ok now you can go. Grieving is so hard and painful when you miss them so much. Michael molded a handprint statute of their hands together and crying tonight with Michael on the phone and said, "I still can't believe your father is gone." Life became too much for him and he couldn't cope. I am afraid I can never love anyone again. I don't know what else to say.I just want him back so much! I miss him so much. My husband passed away in 2011 and I am trying my best to do what everybody expects of me. Got out, ran to back of the truck. Functioning in everyday life is excruciating pain inside my soul, which also includes the continuing pain I deal with in my back. We have 4 beautiful children and 4 beautiful grandchildren together. he replied, "I need to." Not once but twice. I lost my husband last month. Many people are missing someone this holiday season. October 23rd, 2016 at 3:04 PM. Hava. These feelings can take over you, so it's best to let them out. Blessed be the Lord. He took 1 good breath and another then one tear, another breath and he was gone. Yes, we grieve differently and nobody can tell you nothing. I cry constantly, and the pain is like someone just turned my stomach inside out and ripped my heart out. My husband passed on November 12, 2017, and your words are my life right now. I think they want to make us feel better but don't know what to say. "Afterglow" by Helen Lowrie Marshall. I write a letter to him most evenings, and it's as though he is still with me, as he will always be. I went from planner of life to waiting for my own death. I miss him so much. It's so hard to keep your faith. He fought leukemia for 3 years. He left me with a daughter who is 24 years old now. I hate to see you walk out that. People tell me I should get "over it". I'm sorry for your loss. It's so hard trying to wrap my brain around him not being here. I refused to believe the doctors, but he died 18 days later. He took his last breath right in front of me at the hospital. I lost my reason to live on June 12, 2017 and just flat out do not want to go on without him. I look forward to joining him one day! Oh how we loved celebrating life together, enjoying one another's company, finding beauty in each other and things we treasured together. What you have experienced is awful. He fought hard to stay with us. The silence is deafening. I think of her every day. 8. His words echo in my mind, and I feel like his wisdom resonates in my heart. Can one really make lemonade out of the lemon of losing a husband? But I really miss him, and our 14 year old is having such a hard time. Watching the shadows today even if it's just for the day. He was my world, my everything, my best friend, my lover, my soulmate. It was sudden and I was woken up from him trying to catch his breath. By nightfall it takes me over. I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband. He was my everything. I still can't believe he is gone. Best I Miss You Poems 1 A Memory by Lola Ridge 2 The Sea of Glass by Ezra Pound 3 Dove, Interrupted by Lucie Brock-Broido 4 The Wife's Lament by Anonymous 5 Bei Hennef by D.H. Lawrence 6 Romance Sonmbulo by Federico Garca Lorca 7 Time does not bring relief; you all have lied by Edna St. Vincent Millay 8 I Cannot Live With You by Emily Dickinson I, too, lost my soul mate April 28th 2017 in our home. I love you, Gilbert, forever! My husband also passed away on 12th March 2017. Today is our 36th wedding anniversary. The killer has to this day not been arrested, but I am coming up on a grand jury hearing where my prayers of an indictment will be answered. A widow friend shared a quote I believe is from Dickens. My love and prayers to you. I walk, I talk. I came here today because I was looking for him. I lost him thirteen years ago to suicide. He passed away in his sleep from congestive heart failure. He was only able to move a finger on his left hand. While he was signing in to see him, he collapsed and died. I was following behind him and witnessed the accident and was first at scene. .. love is eternal. I know I still have a long way to go. Some minutes I just don't know how I am going to do this. I lost my husband 8 months ago, and this is how I feel. If only we could go back and love like this again! I miss him terribly and it hurts. My husband died April 25th and I am so lost. We had lost our first son 49 years before. I've never met anyone like him before. We were finally, after 37 years, free and clear and ready and planning to take on the world of grandparents and travel and just enjoy life after both working 40 years each. They said it was a massive heart attack. The only thing I can tell is I have come to realize that my life is forever changed. 13. I dream of him. I demanded a bed with rails right away or I was signing him out of that place! I stayed right by his side. I'm a 40 year old mother of three kids, ages 21, 17, and 10. He had a stroke at work and a brain aneurism and he passed at the hospital. They have their lives. I truly thought I could not go on without him but every day gets better. My husband was to be coming home the day after Thanksgiving. I found him gone in his sleep Sunday. I'm not well, and my son cares for the best he can! On Dec.1 2016, I lost my best friend of 34 years. I miss him so much, Can't fall asleep, night are the worst. 2. We were married for 34 years. My words can't begin to summarize him or his life. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him & imagine what life could be if he was still here. I can't explain the sorrow I feel. The pain is unbearable. Until then, I know he would have been proud of my strength. We had 4 living children. It is so hard. A year ago today the family met to celebrate my husband's 85th birthday. Love and miss you, Kevin. So she came home for 3 weeks of home hospice for which we did 24/7 as she never would sleep but maybe 2 hours a day. We have been blessed with so much love and support. I feel that the more you loved and were loved in return, the worse the grief. I cry alone, at night because no one wants to hear I am not doing ok..thank you for sharing ladies, it is comforting knowing I am not alone. I don't think you ever stop missing a loved one. We all miss him so much. I'm strong as I've not been alone mainly because my family wants to make sure I'm ok. Just miss him. The darkness frightens me. My kids are going to be too young to remember their daddy, but I just don't want to be here without him. I'm lost, I'm broken. I had to keep living for our sons, but inside part of me died with my husband. It was so sudden, and he was gone in 5 weeks. I was missing my husband, and I knew he was not coming back, so I decided I shall live and not die. I know exactly what each person is saying and feeling in their response to this poem. Yes you count every minute, every second, hour, day and week. My wife retired at age 55. I miss you crawling back into bed in the middle of the night and whispering how much you love me and how we were going to spend the rest of our lives together. He wasn't feeling well before we went to Florida and I said, "Do you think we should go." Share your final wishes, just in case. My best friend, who was my husband, died 4 weeks ago and was buried 2 weeks ago. Grief has no timeframe and will go on as long as it wants. We took care her. No longer in our life to share, but in our hearts, you're always there. I miss him so much. He had a massive heart attack. He will always be in my heart. It's all I think about and it won't stop. When I curl into a little ball Ang Amy, I was like you. I really believe a piece of my heart went with him. I wish I was nicer and sweeter to you because now I know how kind and caring you were to us. Read Complete Poem Stories 177 We were supposed to grow old together, watch our children grow into adulthood, marry and have children of their own. We were married April 29, 2016. He didn't smoke but worked with chemicals and not a very good work environment. Share Your Story Here. If I could change this law that could help just 1 person, it would be worth it. I know that we had what most just dream of. She was so healthy all her life. I find as the years go on my loneliness increases. He developed hepatic encephalopathy during his last month of life, so my most vivid memories are of him being confused, having tremors, not being able to walk without help, or feed himself, he was restless, and said he couldn't breathe. With the loss of a spouse we lose not only our partner, but the person who gave us stability and confidence. I lost my husband April 25,2012 because of complications I believe from a male nurse trying to insert a pic line. He was my whole world. He died of a massive heart attack. His absence will never be quenched. My faith in God and loving family and friends are faithful in their support, and I am grateful, but nothing at this time removes or lessens my grief. We were very close, and I still can't believe I'll never see his sweet smile, hold his hand, or enjoy his since of humor! He was admitted to Bendale Acres Long Term Care at the age of 67. He was my best friend. I feel the same pain you feel. I cannot count them all. I am reading these messages today because we lost a dear friend to cancer, and he has left behind a wife and young son. I feel like I was given this huge book and when I picked it, it was full of stories, but now half through the rest of the pages are blank. We were one. The date of their death is bittersweet as it was the anniversary of our first date. I feel guilty even thinking about a sexual relationship with anyone else. I sang to him and read from the Bible and administered his pain drops. But through all his tribulations with this evil demon he stayed a wonderful father and husband. I seem strong, but deep inside l am bleeding. But it's a different kind of sad now. We married in 1952. We knew it was going to happen. About 7 months later I met Barry. When does this pain go away? 15) My heart cracks open. Yes!! I am lucky if I can sleep for 5 hours a night, since that day 5 years ago! I loved deeply, wondrously, and passionately. Her response was you need to talk to the director in the morning. Died on Feb. 11, 2017. My husband was diagnosed with lung cancer on Valentine's Day. I love her so much. "The holiest of holidays are those kept by ourselves in silence and apart. I keep hoping they will get easier, but they don't. Thanks for your poem! I have my empty house where I call out her name and ask her, "Where are you? Now it's silent. July 22, 2016, my birthday, I lost the love of my life, Edwin Gonzalez. We had been married forty-five years. I now ride our routes alone, and I can't focus on anything because any memory will bring tears streaming down my face, so I turn around and go home.
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